This too will pass!

How often do we make plans, begin projects and carry on like nothing will ever change. I for one felt invinceable for a long time. When something comes into one's life that radically adjusts the direction it is quite an experience to manuver to the new direction. Working on a boat for almost four years, fine tuning a successful dog breeding business, choosing seeds and varieties for the garden, anticipating more grandchildren and teaching them to fish and hunt, pursueing a photography hobby and grooming our property as a haven for recreation and wildlife. Our lives have the ability to change very quickly and the effort to salvage what is left of our plans can be a real exercise.

Administratively, the wheels have begun to turn to collect data and schedule time for a Bone Marrow Transplant in Seattle. Necessary blood tests and typing come first with a 25% chance that one of my siblings will be a match. If we do find a match the lucky donor will receive an all expense paid trip to Seattle in order to have a 2 week vacation with their big brother. There will be many fun things to do that include daily excursions to a local hospital where various tests and inquiries are planned. The lucky donor will then be treated to trip to la-la land where a general anesthetic will be administered and bone amrrow will be sucked from their pelvic bone, about an hour later, they will awake now fully aware what a "pain in the butt" it is to have a big brother with MDS.

While all these wonderful experiences are happening, I will be the recipient of two cocktails called chemo and radiation. Once those are consumed I am technically dead...... hummmm what an experience that will be! At that point, with my bone marrow, having been totally obliterated, my new friends in Seattle will take the bone marrow that was graciously given by the donor, and inject that into my poor old body where the bone marrow stem cells will take up housekeeping in my now vacated bones, happily creating new red and white blood cells and platelets. Some three months later, when all goes well, I will resume making plans, finishing projects and carry on like nothing will ever change........NOT!!!

Amazing how perspectives change when we are forced to view a situation from another place. New plans will include finishing a boat, maintaing a dog breeding business, choosing seeds and varieties for the garden, teaching grandchildren to fish and hunt, pursueing a photography hobby and maintaining our property as a haven for recreation and wildlife. Please note, there is a difference between the before and after.